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I am 22 years
old. Would you believe me if I told you that I have never
ever
??? What's that? No, you say. Well 'tis true. Hey
don't get me wrong it's not like I dont want to. But to me,
a
is more than just a
. At least in theory. You
might be thinking: "What a wuss! Are you afraid or
something..."
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As a
matter of fact, I am. Scared of so many different things, my
biggest worry is that if I
I'll Like It! We all know
what that means. I
a girl, I enjoy it, I
her some
more... and before I know it I could be making the biggest
mistake of my life! A pleasurable one, of course, but a
costly one as well.
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I am not sure I
want to pay that high a price. I mean, there are other ways
of showing affection. I am happy with those. I'd like to
convince myself I don't need more. But eventually I might
have to get over my fears. Why just this weekend I came so
close to breaking my status...
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A
single
won't do any damage. Nor will a series of
for that matter. But cross the line into more and you will
be taking a big spin of the wheel. How can you know if it is
safe? Is not like you can stop in the middle of things and
"THINK" then proceed as it is best. Or so I've heard it
say.
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I am perhaps a
bit paranoid, I don't know. I want to live. I want to love.
I want to go forth and conquer the world. How can you fully
live, if you are always busy being too careful???
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An untimely
death is the last thing I want. Imagine my tombstone:
"Herein lies P. She died of THAT disease. It all started
with a
..."
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